Independent Researcher

Neither Neither...Reinventing nonconformity and controversy since the day I was born.-

Available for lectures, seminars or private consultation. Please see the address section below for details.---"Bridging the Physiological TO the Metaphysical"---since circa 1989.

About

Professionally:


I'm a consultant in private practice located in the U.S.A.
I have over 22 years of hands-on experience working one on one with a wide range of peoples from all walks of life.
I began primarily as a health & fitness consultant and exercise trainer serving individuals privately as well as teaching group classes, giving lectures & offering seminars. Serving my first client in the late 1980's and later giving my first seminar/workshop in 1992 on muscle cell composition & hypertrophy methodologies.
From the very inception, my work has progressively expanded significantly over the years to include numerous modalities from traditional and holistic health therapies to metaphysics (epistemology, ontology, & cosmology).

-"Bridging the Physiological To the Metaphysical."
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Whether locally or long distance, I travel to clients per their needs & also consider online or phone consultation.

*For serious inquiries please contact me here or via email for services & rates. Please see the address section below for details.

My work spans an extremely wide & eclectic range of personal holistic health services with a totally flawless track record of 100% satisfied clients by utilizing ANY and ALL legal esoteric & exoteric means necessary.
I yield to NO unjustifiable limits imposed by "man" as I transcend all such dogmatic attempts to control & derail the impetus of my client's successful endeavors.
The word "can't" is the first "problem" I suggest that all of my clients permanently remove from their lives. Permitting infinite potentialities to enable you! Love, Laugh & experience perpetual happiness & bliss.

The Welfare, Safety & Unlimited Success of my clients has & shall always remain my #1 objective.-Health, Happiness, Comfort, Well-being & Prosperity aren't just goals, they're the rights of all peoples, the realization and "awareness" of which I strive to cultivate & nurture to full fruition.
I provide not, the temporary solution, but instead offer a customized permanent lifestyle change.

-I'm also known to many as a "human-body mechanic."
To some a guru, an educator or life-coach...and to others I am the man who has literally saved their lives, or the lives of their friends &/or loved ones.
People HAVE MANY natural alternatives other than potentially toxic pharmaceuticals...
Utilizing 100% Natural means, I've assisted many clients to permanently reverse the onset of diabetes, hypertension, lower LDL & raise HDL cholesterol levels. I've also specialized in providing a variety of injury rehabilitation services, as well as provided pre & post operation care for patients spanning a wide range of cancer, cardiac, full organ transplant and childhood scoliosis surgeries just to name a few. Physio-Psychological obstacles from anxiety, insomnia, body dysmorphia, anorexia, bulimia, addiction & much more are also specialties.
When the conventional & often limited methods of doctors, surgeons, psychiatrists & physical therapists have proven insufficient, patients referred to me have had to look no further for solutions via truly complete health care with NO imposed restrictions.
-To date, I have also saved the lives of four people using C.P.R. as well as have assisted numerous clients to become national level athletes.

*Some of my titles include being a Master Herbalist, Reiki Master, Sports Nutritionist, B.S.-Exercise Science & Health Promotion, Personal Trainer & Life-coach, an Empathic & Distance Healer, a Synesthetic, Artist, Writer, Poet, Philosopher and numerous other insignificant labels created by society.
-I was a documented child prodigy of both the arts and sciences. As a student of the T.A.G. (talented & gifted) program, at age 11 in 1982 I created one of, if not The First ever virtual reality computer game which was a "stock market" simulation video game.
-At age 17 I won first place in California at Disneyland's National Art Expo with a multiple (6) piece sculpture I created a year earlier in the French medium of fine woodworking known as Marquetry.-This was not a result of "education."


I believe "Intuition" to be the most important asset of all. I do not believe in "intelligence quotients" & only thus believe in Intuition, Memory and Perception.

Although traditional education & a curriculum may be imperative for some...,regarding many pursuits such as "art", my experience has been that it can actually "taint" or disrupt rather than enhance any latent intuitive creative abilities. Artists are born not taught or "created."
Only techniques devised by "man" can be taught...One can never learn to be truly creative OR learn to assist in the healing processes of others. Bestowed unto one from another is but a tactic of trickery, of method & technique, only enlightening one...to only oneself or the specific methodologies invented by humankind.
If in proper communion, all things shall be granted by those that cannot be "seen" via typical sight, with nothing ulterior about their motives...The values of intuition far exceeds the costs of tuition.
*-A very interesting note on education in Connecticut within the U.S.A.
-By the "time" I was a high-school freshman, at age 14 in my first week of high-school, I was proving most teachers to be totally incompetent by taking over their classrooms whenever a student asked them a question that they did not know the answer to, (which was daily) resulting in many heated debates which I always won.
I believed this warranted congratulations...however...
As is often the case with most child prodigies I was labeled "disruptive", I was not stimulated, very bored and thus refused to attend...alas, thy pedantic pedagogues do disdain the prodigy...& I was very soon after literally expelled from school...From child prodigy to purported "problem child" seemingly overnight.-Their only justification was for the same exact reason (and at the same exact age) as Rosaleen Norton's expulsion, supposedly as a result of my visual art having been deemed controversial & offensive. Upon graduating the 8th grade & entering my freshman year of high-school I was initially assessed & determined to be functioning at a freshman-sophomore college level in all subjects. However, due to the bruised egos of my teachers and limitations in protocol, instead of an automatic promotion & full college scholarship, I was expelled. With none of the required preparation, study or night-school, I soon after graduated high-school in just a few short hours by simply taking a general equivalency diploma exam scoring in the top 1% in the U.S.A., a near perfect score.
-I later attended college but only after several years of living as an eremite.

Despite previous claims, the human brain can always progress regardless of age.
The evolutionary processes of any living thing never ceases. The exploitation of Darwin's validations should never have been permitted to fuel any religious or political ideological agendas. D.N.A. eternally mutates, never static & species evolve, extrapolating exponentially, CONSTANTLY.-There is no true "Stasis" & one shall only be made privy, have epiphanies, or experience what some deem to be "enlightenment" via the ineffable, as a prelude to gnosis, however possible, only after one returns to a state of literally "resonating" fluidly within a genuine equilibrium of inner alchemy, with the biological physiology of our vulnerable vessels of flesh, in concert with the metaphysical affording us a complete balance relative to the unity of opposites, and of an unparalleled integrity. The microcosm & the macrocosm united as is displayed within the very Mandelbrot Sets of nature.
*An "imbalance" no matter how minute, can elicit innumerable health crisis, emotional, personal & social conflict, never permitting one from discovering imperturbation or the achievement of their goals.

Modern science, specifically various aspects of quantum mechanics, has finally begun to validate much of Ancient mysticism thus traditional praxis should be congealed with Your VERY OWN creative contemporary applications in All you do...To be defrosted by the next generation & the process continued.-The "torch" is passed...not to encourage one to remain subservient but to supersede the master...However, due to intentionally devised socially acceptable subtle obstacles of distraction utilizing emotional triggers & the illusion of desire...
This requires the unwavering perpetual discipline, persistence, determination & dedication of ushering forth new felicific thoughts, new indivisible actions, and a pure originality individuated from ALL other societal influences of an unparalleled uniqueness heretofore never experienced, witnessed, or contemplated by the public relations firms' mass cultivation of "engineered" perceptions we've all been systematically psychologically encoded with by the constructs of societies pseudo-entertainment, gaming, t.v., media, sports, music, film & materialism which ALL are intentionally devised distractions to promote a state of both social and personal inertia, averting people from creative individuality, gnosis & apotheosizing...
These manipulative distractions include any vacuously vapid curriculum of mindless crassitude & useless education which amounts to little more than having to temporarily memorize facts & figures to receive a passing grade, hence, this method of purported education is frankly not a genuine education at all, but is only a series of memorization games & riddles...
THAT is not true learning.
Real Learning is acquired only via Experience. Classrooms have become a "stage", set to provide an illusion to those who want to believe. If you paid for something or would now be in debt for many years, you'd probably convince yourself, and hope that it was "real" too...
Perhaps if people petitioned to remove tenure, actual learning would become a priority at every level of education, otherwise there remains a great lack of sincerity, integrity, or incentive to truly teach.

Without people such as Edward Bernays, the unregulated underhanded consumerism & bombardment of materialism, the inherent intellectually & "physically" progressive state of our natural evolutionary processes which, as history clearly reveals, should never be derailed or stifled solely for the ulterior motives of an oligarchy of testosterone & ego driven greed & power addicted peoples, would thrive...
We as peoples evolve constantly via Experience, being an adaptive response to stimuli, & Not via memorizing useless facts which we soon after may forget unless we use repetition OR a unique tactic.
Such "tactics" & continual thirsts for the motivations to excel truly separates the human from the super-human.
-Never be 100% content regarding Anything, always strive for greatness in ALL you do and you'll always hear the euphonious seraphic beckoning, taste the ambrosias, the philters & feel Totally Amazing every single day.



Personally:

I've lived a recklessly passionate yet highly productive lifetime of varying periods of polar opposite extremes.
Just two examples are;
-Having lived many years as if an Aghori ascetic contrasted with many years within the lifestyle of the material excesses & self-indulgence of a national level bodybuilder & power-lifter. The end of ALL man-made dichotomies, the non-duality & unity of opposite extremes. I have never sought nor planned to be anything other than what I've always intuitively been.

The separation of the many peoples of this Earth due to "culture" alone was intentionally engineered, as the primary obstacle facing the true harmony uniting ALL of humanity...Culture, Creed, Sex, Race, Religion & Sexual orientation should never have been permitted to isolate people from one another, if only to fuel and benefit those few addicted to greed.
Separation such as this, on such a massive international scale is no mere collective coincidence. Nothing is when it occurs upon such a large scale which benefits only a handful of elitists whilst the overwhelming majority of peoples remain in debt.
The "old-ways" used culture & religion to create hierarchies only to the benefit of a social elite. From the days of Ancient Sumeria to Rome...to Colonialism, Imperialism to the current Authoritarian governments cloaked as true Democratic societies which now, due primarily to technology enabling Truth, are in their final days.
LOVE All peoples equally, as we are literally the very Geo-biological system of the earth itself...The magnetic field & molten fires of our very "core" sustains us, as the "light" of our being, our essence, resonates with thrust.

Without any political, cultural or religious ideology involved whatsoever, True "Efficiency" is to embrace a resource-based economy...
Putting an end to monetary economics & all politics has a variety of benefits far beyond any one world currency or one world government as they are at the "present-time" defined.
Wellness, enabling equality & all "Life" via true efficiency. Yes fear mongers may claim this sounds like a new world order approach, however, the consolidation of all resources and the eradication of all debt, IS the most efficient way to "enable" seven billion peoples on any given planet to thrive & become a Type-1 civilization...
The only true obstacle we have at this "Time", is "who will be in charge?"-Obviously the many greed & power addicted "egos" whom currently hope to accumulate even more resources & power cannot be trusted...This doesn't mean that in theory this is a poor model to ponder, in fact it is Most Efficient.
This also doesn't mean that all personal gains or properties must be equally distributed amongst the masses, nor does it mean that there should be no criminal justice system whatsoever.
The most bizarre aspects of any such "Utopian-paradise" futuristic ideologies for me to grasp, is that so many "perceive" that such an undertaking must include such an absolute & unwavering tunnel vision view of only a "black & white" mentality. There are innumerable options & potential outcomes, do not believe those who peddle fear, offering NO solutions other than the dreams of stasis, somehow freezing history right where it is, as if THAT would be efficient or even probable.
Our natural evolutionary impetus must never be seized for even a nanosecond.
In fact, even IF an evil cabal of global elite oligarchs or secret societies do plan to unite the world for their own personal gain...The simple FACT is that they shant ever have the genuine opportunity to even see such a scheme reach completion and manifest...
-*The 6Th paradigm is just around the corner, within 8-12 years we'll witness The End Of Moore's Law & the coming Technological Singularity is only 1-2 decades away from today. This SHOULD be known to anyone who fears any type of new world order plot coming to fruition in the wrong hands, as Technology is Inevitable & shall only further enable & enhance truth, justice, information, integrity & individual capabilities exactly as it has thus far with this very tiny sample we call the web. As once was,...and still is the "Promise & the Peril" of the advent of fire itself, so shall be the inevitable natural evolutionary processes of the coming Technological Singularity.
When people ponder any hypothesis or inventive "futuristic" ideologies, they simply Must realize precisely where our technology will exponentially fit into the picture of such grand schemes & the Enabling or Limiting factors of such technologies.
The Federal Reserve Act of 1913 to Dr. King and both of the Kennedy assassinations, to the Gulf of Tonkin Lie, Watergate to 911...ALL would have been thwarted if we had then, what we have today...All due to technologies.

I have always and continue to very thoroughly enjoy life & all "life" has to offer...
True freedom is available, once the "choice" of suffering is abolished.
I'm eternally optimistic & believe this world to already be perfect, relative to which "perception" you choose.
The nihilistic misanthropic mordantly crass hate & fear mongers are helping No One.

One cannot aspire to become a Shaman or an Artist...These are both inherent traits one must be born with to be truly genuine.
Pursue not, the fantasies of your own ego driven enchantments & unfulfilled elitist schemes.-Allow your path(s) to unravel before you effortlessly, no matter how crooked & full of thorns it/they may appear to be, guided by only intuition alone, which shall never fail you.-Only the cultivated and encoded "perceptions" and "memories" of your consciousness can thus be permitted to dictate anything beyond sheer intuitiveness.
The reverse-engineering of this cultivation we've all undergone is possible at any age...
We ALL have options & that's why suffering, anger, sadness, pain & other perceptions are nothing but choices. Learning how to remove the many encoded toxic memories & perceptions is the first step towards true freedom.

I'm also an artist, writer & poet, whom currently, at the interest and request of a few publishers within the U.S. and abroad, is in the process of compiling a series of books to showcase my lifetime accumulated collections of visual and multimedia art, philosophical writings & poems which begins from age seven to the so-called "present" day...
The ongoing enchiridion of an eremite.
Much of which is mediumistic automatism and also some surrealism.


I have never actually pursued being published nor have I ever once sent manuscripts or art to any publishers, albeit I've recently been approached by several who have made "offers" nonetheless, which does seem promising considering they've not yet even seen a "Full" piece of my work.
*-I am currently under no contract with any specific publisher.

-This is only the very beginning for me...
-I delight in casual so-called hobbies, or my own intuitive traits and abilities, becoming the seedlings which effortlessly blossom to fruition & into successful careers which serve innumerable peoples, in "Time."
I also believe, that due to the opportunities made available by this technology, that anyone with the fantasy of becoming an artist or writer these days can simply invest enough "time" into their dreams & fulfill their ego driven needs regardless of them having any actual talent at all. Anyone can seemingly flood the perceptions of the masses via the world-wide web and cultivate an "interest."-This is not talent nor what should be permitted to ever determine TRUE talent.
Unless we're seeking to gauge how talented one is regarding propaganda dissemination, mass marketing & public perception cultivation?
Just compare the quality of artists & writers from the recent past to today.
Publishers today are obviously being bombarded (manipulated) by a great many wannabes...
I choose to do the exact opposite & instead use my "time" to help others whilst I continue creating freely in several mediums...
I also don't have the "time" nor the desire or need to fulfill my ego by endlessly submitting my manuscripts & art, hounding & nagging publishers all day.
When they need unparallelled volumes of true Originality, creativity and quality, they shall continue to come just as they have begun to thus far...

The dumbed-down consumer shall only become more & more disenchanted with the extreme lack of Unique & Original works made available to them, and shall soon demand that true creativity once again become the standard.
Artists & writers that "copy" or emulate their heroes are simply enchanted & mesmerized as "fans" themselves, and are not providing the public with genuinely unique, original creations. Consumers will only continue tolerating such "emulated" bland works propagated by publishers until they disenthrall themselves & demand the restoration of creative integrity & accountability.
As publishers only publish what they suspect the buying public will purchase, due to this monetary economic system, it is therefor up to the consumer to insist that creative integrity & true originality be restored via the discovery of new talent and such talent then being made available to them.
With this current information sharing technology at our disposal, having united people around the globe who never otherwise would have even known of one another, it is totally ignorant and incorrect to ever assume, that at this "current-time" there are not amazing new artists, poets & philosophers among us whom are eqaul to or even excell beyond the best talents in recorded history. Only this assumption, has caused so many to rely solely upon the works of those of the recent & distant past rather than pursue the new and original talents living among us today who deserve acknowledgment and due credit. Online bloggers, social networks and critics should not be permitted to determine what true talent is. *For example;-The living legends Ernst Fuchs & H.R. Giger should independently determine who & what is True Talent for thier genres...THAT is traditionally how creative talent & authentic originality is determined.-The mere opinions of publishers seeking profits & online public opinions are not significant, yet have been determining who & what encompasses talent.


*I feel that it is up to the very few living legends, the Masters of any artistic medium, and select reputable publishers, to seek or "scout" for new writers & artists & not the position of the "talent" to pursue exposure considering the fact that publishers always need a new product to sell, & I do not. This also may account for the lessening of quality & originality we see in many of today's publications. Regardless of cost & time constraints, publishers must seek talent themselves & stop blindly accepting so many submissions only to receive boatloads of ego-driven unfulfilled dreams, and a "new" product always "hot off the press" for them to sell to the ravenous masses.-Such a great Lack of Integrity WILL become increasingly apparent in due "time", just prior to the reestablishment of genuine creative originality becoming the "standard."
This is also comparable to clients having long ago sought me out, to assist them towards achieving their goals based entirely upon their instinctive human initiative to see in others and then pursue, what they themselves desired or sought to become.
People, MADE me realize what my true purpose is & what services I'm capable of offering them.
My very first client, decades ago, sought my assistance ushering forth this realization independently of any intentional pursuits of my own. I view all mediums of art & writing in the same exact context as this.
Those who require a service or "product" must pursue it, & not the contrary. This is the TRUE reestablishment of actual consumer needs being provided & simultaneously the ultimate reversal of the peddling of illusion & desire of which public relations & propaganda King Edward Bernays invented.
This is the resurgence of the Integrity of consumerism.

This also parallels how many indigenous peoples worldwide, as a community, select their shamans & healers.
The shamans don't entertain the fantasy of being some healer, guru or shaman...
To me it's laughable how many unqualified materialistic people with little or no compassion, sincerity or integrity are even permitted to become health-care providers in modern societies. Their ONLY requirement is that they've purchased an education.
Most people these days are actually afraid to even ask their doctors questions, & feel intimidated by them, all due to how unqualified they are by their obvious lack of sincerity & compassion which they openly display.

Any authentic healer has "The Gift & The Curse" to possess such attributes & for them it is a 24/7/365 day all encompassing Lifestyle, a career requiring total dedication to their patients/clients.
The clients or patients, whether indigenous peoples or a modern society, ultimately choose who can serve them & their very wide range of personal needs.
Your doctor, consultant, trainer or therapist should always make time for you & Never be unable to answer Any questions you may have.

To this day I still don't need to advertise. I haven't had a business card since 2004, or have ever had a blog or website & instead rely entirely upon word-of-mouth and a pool of very satisfied repeat clients.
Some of which I've had for over 12 years now...A few as long as 20 years.
That is indicative of Integrity, a truly successful business and loyal clients who always achieve ANY goals they request of me, whether health, injury rehab, nutritional/herbalism, life-coaching, personal and psychological issues, athletic pursuits or metaphysical, esoteric and advanced spiritual needs which are simply not available anywhere else in such an eclectic combination OR with my level of experience spanning 22 years. When you place your very lives into the hands of another, make certain that you've chosen the Correct hands...

Re; The recent offers to have my Art, Writings & Philosophies published...
My only objective is to create freely, to give & to "GO", independently of any expectations to appease others...
If people enjoy or derive pleasure, entertainment or insight from my works, it is then the responsibility of those with the necessary means, to discover, PURSUE, publish & distribute such works. Thus, as a result of which, it is I that Go...egress.

I've never actually desired or aspired to become anything and am thus nothing, other than what "I AM" and always have been...

*The only obstacle to success is "force."

Be not the invention of "man", with your perceptions having been cultivated, or you will not truly be free. The subtleties of enslavement abound, open more than just your eyes & take a look around.

Choose your masks wisely.-
Either dance, or be the dance-floor.

To the blind man, wise man, wanderer, fool or rival...there are no contradictions when the only rule is survival.

I don't believe in a good-guys vs. bad-guys mentality & know that artists & scientists will contribute many great things to the purported future of our ever evolving species...
The opacity of retinue, as the oligarchs bark, whilst making obsolete absolutism, paving the way for unbridled eclecticism as the inevitability of Truth trumps the tyrants...

From the polity of Ancient Greece to the polarization of politics today, both equally fugacious & chauvinistic in every single way.

-"Blood Washed Gold Sanguinely Tolls To Platinum Souls Neath Lead Filled Skies...Revivified."

***...And thus began a parade of sorts, of the fussbudget's boldness with which cavorts, where concepts such as Freudian slips now broken down ceased to exist, as comether Reichian trysts & whisting lips fixed once gleaming gazes to now permanent scarlet kiss as fidelity's course torrent effluxes betwixt lovers' ecstatic rhapsody emphatically exhaling in perspiring hazy raspy gasps flutter, whilst gnomonic glare dares illuminate Her already flawless hair of flares, & so the Sun subsides...
Carpe noctem...as Winter enters, and those nights it's true they sang in tune, they played inside those months of moon, & that phone it rang as She defied, a torn HEART forlorn as Mama cried & all for love She would demand, Try, try, try to understand, He's a magic man Mama.-Carpe noctem.


"Time" is my toy, my playpen this "Space" and accelerated by "Gravity."

If I "Slow" my presence here...
"Time" will slow...
The fountain of youth is to "Slow" the steady pace of "Light."-WE ARE LIGHT.
Energy literally becomes Mass during Speed...& vice versa, therefor affecting what we know as Time...
Thus, E=mc2, OR, Energy & Mass are connected by the square of the speed of Light. Yes, "time" is nonlinear...

"The Fountain Of Youth Is For All"


"Dome of the Priestess"


*To my own peers, some of whom are apparently "haters" and crybabies, as always, I challenge you all to a live and public debate. Whether artists or writers, most have very little to ever say or express other than within their own tiny books or websites, as if that is ALL they have to offer? Carefully engineered works?

If you cannot always be "ON" and create freely in unlimited volumes in ALL you say and do, it raises many questions as to the validity of the positions you've cultivated for yourselves.
Yes, many artists and authors today are reminiscent of how the music industry manufactures so-called "talent."

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